I know exactly what you're feeling. First, breathe. Be kind to yourself.
When I first started as a business owner, it took me a while to come to terms with the way I was treating myself. I was constantly beating myself up for not having it figured out. I felt bad because I didn't have clients lined up out the door immediately. It took a lot of bravery and balls-i-ness to own up to the fact that I was making myself small and self-sabotaging in the process. Does this sound like you? Let's talk it out. Here are two options for booking time with me. One free and fluffy and the other potent and paid. Choose whichever one you need right now. I'VE GOT YOUR BACK.